Some days you just wake up and appreciate how wonderful life is. Today is one of those days. Last night was the last big night out of the first year of uni and it was brilliant. I felt good about myself (uber rare, trust me!) without getting absolutely trollied. I even had some post-drinking chips without feeling like a hippopotamus. That's a massive achievement. I'm gonna be sad to see the back of Brunei; sure we didn't get on so well to begin with but more than anything that was my fault. I've moved on from being the shy bookworm that I was and I've evolved. True I'll never be as outgoing as some people but the Rachel now is so far removed from the Rachel this time last year and I like me a lot more now. I am my own worst enemy and I always will be but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy myself while I'm learning who I am and who I can be. I have a potentially great job lined up over the summer and I can't wait to get stuck in. The sun is shining, Ian Bell's just got a hundred and I'm happier than I've been for a very, very long time.